{"id":1141,"date":"2022-11-06T18:54:23","date_gmt":"2022-11-07T01:54:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/?p=1141"},"modified":"2022-11-21T17:31:14","modified_gmt":"2022-11-22T00:31:14","slug":"nearly-ten-years-later-the-pause-button","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/?p=1141","title":{"rendered":"Nearly ten years later, the pause button"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>It&#8217;s been a few weeks since i wrote the first part of this entry. It was a spur-of-the-moment thing and done right before a week long trip to Texas; the first time i&#8217;d seen my friends and family in seven years. And no sooner did i get back then western Oregon and Washington had the worst air quality in the world- literally. This put my lungs under duress which meant that there was a high chance that bronchitis would set in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And it did. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Typically when this happens, i run a fever and have body aches for a day and then the next day i&#8217;m mostly okay but start coughing up chunks for a few weeks to months. This is one of the two major reasons why i try to exercise on a semi regular basis- for lung and heart health. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But something odd happened this time; I quit smelling anything and my sense of taste was shot. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Long story made short, i&#8217;d contracted Covid. Sigh&#8230; fine. It was just a matter of time i guess. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I had to work from home for a week even though i was largely asymptomatic (the fever and body aches lasted about two and a half days) but losing my taste and smell was a miserable experience. Thankfully i&#8217;m one of those people that believes in science, medicine and when i don&#8217;t understand something, i go to someone that&#8217;s studied (among other things) molecular biology for several years and get their advice. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m back to normal for the most part. My energy level has been absolutely shot, though. I think i&#8217;ve exercised only three times in the last two weeks, i haven&#8217;t been inclined to paint at all and even gaming bores me. I managed to mow my back yard for the last time this year and my hatred of moles has grown exponentially. I used to have a humble, well manicured back yard. Now it looks like a re-enactment of the Battle of Verdun as interpreted by moles. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dear moles. If you ever read this, you are all buttholes. Giant, gaping earth burrowing BUTTHOLES!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As to why i&#8217;m writing tonight. I need to get back into the habit of writing but i also needed to say that i know i didn&#8217;t finish my previous entry. In so many ways, i don&#8217;t even want to acknowledge this time of my life anymore but at the same time, not only did i promise a decade ago that i would tell the story but i want to send a very clear and unambiguous message to anyone that&#8217;s toying with the idea of being in a polyamorous relationship. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We endured what was perhaps the most miserable summer of the twenty or so years i&#8217;ve been through since i moved to the pacific northwest this year. While it&#8217;s common to have about 3 solid weeks of unbearable heat in August\/ September, this year the unbearable heat started in July and the rains were a month late. As i type this, autumn has finally set in, we&#8217;re back on normal time, the ground is lush and green and the sky is usually a heavy grey canvas with rents of ultramarine and cobalt blue between the clouds. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I slept 9 hours last night; something i haven&#8217;t done in months if not years. I kind of want to see if i can do it again tonight &#8217;cause like i said, since i&#8217;ve gotten over covid 19, my energy has just been absolutely shot. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Oh- before i forget, the next post can no longer be called &#8216;Nearly ten years later&#8217;. That particular anniversary passed a few weeks ago. I don&#8217;t even remember the date although i \/think\/ it was the 12th of October. It was remembered in passing and with a sigh of relief. If i were drinking these days, i&#8217;d have raised a toast to myself. Since I&#8217;m no longer drinking (at least until Thanksgiving but most likely, until the end of the year), you&#8217;ll have to drink for me. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>OR you can just stop by the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.dankofamericablaine.com\/home21\">Dank of America<\/a> and get a breakfast spliff. Yes, there really is a pot shop close to where i live called The Dank of America. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s been a few weeks since i wrote the first part of this entry. It was a spur-of-the-moment thing and done right before a week long trip to Texas; the first time i&#8217;d seen my friends and family in seven years. And no sooner did i get back then western Oregon and Washington had the &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/?p=1141\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Nearly ten years later, the pause button&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1141","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1141","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1141"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1141\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1148,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1141\/revisions\/1148"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1141"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1141"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1141"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}