{"id":1289,"date":"2025-01-20T18:52:52","date_gmt":"2025-01-21T02:52:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/?p=1289"},"modified":"2025-04-24T18:42:36","modified_gmt":"2025-04-25T02:42:36","slug":"im-still-here","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/?p=1289","title":{"rendered":"i&#8217;m still here"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n<p>I had a few things on my list that i was supposed to do this weekend; not least of which was to complete an entry here that i started a few days ago. Unfortunately i&#8217;m having difficulty sleeping these days and my three day weekend ended up being a three day stretch of being stuck in a fugue state. <br \/>\r\n<br \/>\r\nThere&#8217;s nothing newsworthy going on with me and whatever rants i may have in store are pretty tame (but hopefully amusing). More than anything, i&#8217;m making this entry to remind myself to get off my ass and start writing again. Writing is kind of like painting in that the less i do it, the less i want to do it. But writing is also like painting in that i need to do it because i need it. <br \/><br \/>\r\n\r\nTo that end, i&#8217;ll make it a point to turn my focus this week toward those things that i put off this weekend &#8211; publishing videos from my converted ACTV tapes, painting and writing.<\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I had a few things on my list that i was supposed to do this weekend; not least of which was to complete an entry here that i started a few days ago. Unfortunately i&#8217;m having difficulty sleeping these days and my three day weekend ended up being a three day stretch of being stuck &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/?p=1289\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;i&#8217;m still here&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1289","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1289","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1289"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1289\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1346,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1289\/revisions\/1346"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1289"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1289"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1289"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}