Today is Thanksgiving. Today is difficult. <\/p>\n
I was so sure that i’d finally found someone that wanted to go the distance; to spend their life with me. She was someone that i was so sure i’d be with to watch her hair turn to silver, whose kiss i would receive every night, whose smile would be one of the first things i would see in the morning. <\/p>\n
I’m working in the kitchen today and although there are nearly a dozen people around me, there is no one else. <\/p>\n
I am trying to focus on my friends- on the people that have known me for many years and many changes and understand the commitment of friendship. I will be seeing them soon. <\/p>\n
But today i am without someone that i believed was my closest and dearest friend for the better part of five years. Her violent departure and continued absence is… it is difficult for me today. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Today is Thanksgiving. Today is difficult. I was so sure that i’d finally found someone that wanted to go the distance; to spend their life with me. She was someone that i was so sure i’d be with to watch her hair turn to silver, whose kiss i would receive every night, whose smile would … <\/p>\n