{"id":897,"date":"2014-03-30T15:11:25","date_gmt":"2014-03-30T22:11:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/?p=897"},"modified":"2014-03-30T15:12:05","modified_gmt":"2014-03-30T22:12:05","slug":"897","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/?p=897","title":{"rendered":"empty"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A few days ago i made a decision that i hoped i would never have to make. It was the last time i would acknowledge someone that used to be my best friend and it hurt more than i can describe. <\/p>\n<p>There was no satisfaction in doing this, no satisfaction whatsoever. It was one of the most difficult things i&#8217;ve ever done but there are simply things that you do not do or say to someone and believe they will not eventually respond. <\/p>\n<p>Sometimes there simply is no, &#8220;they have their side of the story.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>As I said, there is no satisfaction in me- only sadness and a profound sense of loss. I feel like i&#8217;ve been crying for days.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe i have.  <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A few days ago i made a decision that i hoped i would never have to make. It was the last time i would acknowledge someone that used to be my best friend and it hurt more than i can describe. There was no satisfaction in doing this, no satisfaction whatsoever. It was one of &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/?p=897\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;empty&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-897","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/897","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=897"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/897\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":899,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/897\/revisions\/899"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=897"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=897"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/synaesthetic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=897"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}