A few days ago i made a decision that i hoped i would never have to make. It was the last time i would acknowledge someone that used to be my best friend and it hurt more than i can describe.

There was no satisfaction in doing this, no satisfaction whatsoever. It was one of the most difficult things i’ve ever done but there are simply things that you do not do or say to someone and believe they will not eventually respond.

Sometimes there simply is no, “they have their side of the story.”

As I said, there is no satisfaction in me- only sadness and a profound sense of loss. I feel like i’ve been crying for days.

Maybe i have.